Going aroud the world..

I must be out of my mind, am I going crazy…I’m in a school where I wanted, I’m gonna have an apartment again when the school starts in fall, and in a couple of years I would graduate. So everything is quite perfect. But now I’m seriously thinking about taking the year off and going to Australia to be an au pair again!! Didn’t I swear after leaving St.Louis that no matter how great an experience it was I wouldn’t do it again? And still here I am, convincing myself that I could do it. So how did this all start, let me tell you. I was going through adds of summer jobs and there it was, half Finnish family looking for an au pair to take care of 2 boys in Australia. I have always wanted to go “down under” and this would be the way to do it for free. Family would pay your flights, your accommodation and meals. But then, what do I know about taking care of 2 year old kid!? And when I would go back to school my friends would graduate in half a year and I would still have 2,5 years left. Plus I’m supposed to fly back to Finland 25th of April and this job would start in April, which would mean I would be in Finland only couple of days…This urge to travel is becoming dangerous…I guess Finland really isn’t the place for me or then I just take it for granted and can’t really see the beauty of it.